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Shadow collection #15 (July 20th)

                                                                        The calm
  1. Beautiful
  1. Island
  1. Breeze
  1. Calm
  1. Sunset
  2. Waves
  1. Sand
  1. Love
  1. Cold
  1. Drink
  1. Music

Today, the breakfast of fruit, vitamins and protein is the best thing that has ever happened to this body. Ever. Its probably wondering, omgwtf did this guy die and I go to body heaven??? Sadly it doesn't realize that there isn't a body heaven. Poor thing.

Thanks for that alarm. Never done this before. At least its only by one hour.

I feel really bad for my video inactivity. I can't WOOOW THANKS ALARM, NOW YOU RING, WHEN IM AT THE BUS STOP ALREADY! Aaaanyway, I can't... Pf lost my train of thought. OH I can't be expecting my videos to be good or many people to know of them or like them, but I have to keep on making them anyway. The persistent are the ones to win, and I will be just that. No matter what, starting this week, one video per week. Must do!

Even though I am late for work, I have this music keeping me company and its really calming.

Got my Spotify invite! And now I can't wait to get home. I also can't wait for a WP7 app. And Google to suck it up and create some damn apps too. Android exclusivity is such a stupid thing to do. Do you not want money?

Nononononono bad. Badbadbad. Don't do it. Ah just remember. This is the reminder. Won't happen again. But then again Siddhartha was quite right, so lets just accept the fact that life is suffering and no longer care. Carry on man, live in the moment!

Dreams, how I love thee. I must remember! Be prepared blog, stay on guard! I might use you any second!

Yus! Im loved by the flying pie staff! Free food is always ftw.

NM trip pre-planning almost complete! August 10th to 15th OK'd by my NM friend's parents, OK'd  by my boss, OK'd  by my wallet and will, no doubt, be OK'd  by my mother! Now we have to pick the specific plane, make up some plans of what to do in NM and an awesome vacation trip is guaranteed! So excite!

To remember one's dreams one needs to meet quite a few conditions, it seems. You can't be extremely tired if you want to remember. In order to recall what you saw, you need to wake up in the middle or the end of the dream and your sleep can't be deep enough for the memory portion of your brain to be turned off the whole time. Since I was so tired last night, I haven't woken up once the entire night and the only thing I was watching was a jumble of extreme randomness as I woke up in the morning. It almost felt like a lazy unstructured tired dream. Like a glitch, almost.

Oh come on bus stop missionaries, how can you wake up so early and already be dressed in a suit giving out missionary magazines. Every Saturday its the same thing.

Wow, Drunken Lullabies synched perfectly with real life! When it started I just looked at my phone and realized that I better run like hell if I wanted to make it to the bus stop, and it ended just as I took the last step! That's what I call win.

Hmmm 80% of the house is clean, key dropped off, Gym appointment coming up. I still need to buy some ingredients for moms breakfast, clean my room, film a random blog I promised myself I would, and write out my crazy dream that, like most, felt very matter of fact as I was dreaming it up. And to think it's actually I who invent all of these crazy worlds! So much to do, so little time.

The shaking of the bus, the slight breeze, and the outside scenery are as calming as ever.

Well, my gym trainer's mother had to go to the ER and he only texted me this 20 minutes after we were supposed to meet. Well, I wished his mom a speedy recovery and told him not to worry. The guy doesn't need the extra weight of all his clients nagging him about their appointments. A sick mom is a shitty burden I wouldn't wish upon anyone.

Used gym time wisely! And now full of energy, amd relaxed after some epic sauna time, its free Subway time!!! Thanks for the card, boss!

Ive been alone all day today, but its been so awesome! Im loving it. It has been too long since Ive had a day all to myself. A good time to enjoy this too, since my momless month is coming to an end tomorrow.

Getting $200 from aunt and my mom didn't want to take it. Don't you DARE ruin my NM plans, mom. Now I just need to throw in about $120 and I have the ticket.

Lately all of my thoughts have been quite material, and most of my entries are more of updates on my life. This blog has changed some since the last time. Its literally more like a journal now then an abstract thought dump that nobody read because of its abstract nature.

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  1. AnonymousJuly 25, 2011 at 3:57 PM

    i like your crazy ^_____^

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  2. meainaJuly 25, 2011 at 11:49 PM

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