I feel like in the past few months the only time I've really said much to anyone, it's been on these big stressful subjects. Like this shit just pours out of me, as it has nowhere else to go. Today it's about a girl, yesterday it was all about money, and tomorrow it will be the leader's role I have to take in my next school project, another heap of responsibility. I want to one day resolve all of my current problems, and finally come out from underneath the damn water to take a single gulp of air. It hasn't happened in so long. This is why we drink, and this is why we miss our childhood so very much.