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High Metabolism

I've been given a gift of a high emotional metabolism. I get over things quickly, and it's something I treasure and love dearly about myself. Just yesterday my mind wasn't thinking completely straight, but today everything to the last detail feels different. I looked onto the world with sober eyes, and realized how ridiculously over dramatized hormones make life seem. I was finally able to sort the thoughts which the other day were completely scrambled, and noticed the ridiculousness and the simplicity of the situation. Girls, I am so sorry you have to deal with such a high amount of stress and feels in your day to day life, as it feels good to be able to clear the fog around me and see again! I almost feel embarrassed my past self, but I am grateful for the way things have turned out. I was getting hopelessly lost, and needed the slap to the face. As unintentional as it was, a smack is a smack, and it's sobering powers are not to be underestimated!

Pizza has never been more appropriate! :D

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