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Shadow collection #34 (December 12th)

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Supa fan of this one!






Seattle, Y U SO COOL?

A body bag. Work, Y U SO GROSS?

Whoo! Streetlight concert in four hours!!!! SO EXCITE SO EXCITE SO EXCITE!


Had an amazing time. Sang along, pushed people around, lost my voice. Life is GOOD.

Blargh. Life has been packed full of stuff the past few weeks. But the kind of stuff that either melts your brain, and leaves you with a pile of jelly by the end of the day, or the kind that doesn't use it at all (aka finals and gym!) Therefore all I've been trying to do is keep calm and try to squeeze a few movies in, when thinking is not an option, try to talk to people, because I still want to have something that at least somewhat resembles a social life, aaand do school work up the ass. Other than that, nothing has really been happening. I've been constantly tired, and really wishing for some kind of a release. Thankfully I got a sort of a release a few days ago at the concert, but I'm also looking forward to just chilling out with friends, and maybe finding a girl, kind of a release.

 I need someone to be there, by my side. Such a powerful urge too... Fucking hormones.

Everyone here has to choose a side.
Tonight.
The moment of truth is haunting you.
Don't forget you family regardless what you choose to do.
You can't decide, and they're all screaming "Why wont you?"
I'll start the engine, but I can't take this ride for you.
I'll draw you bath and I'll load your gun, but I hope so bad that you bathe and hunt.


A picture from my job's office. Whoo! Memories!

Didn't expect a Saturday to be so empty.  A 3/10. Oh well, got to chill with a dude I haven't seen in 5 months!


EXACTLY What I was dreaming of doing on a Sunday at 8am.


At least this reminded me of Zelda!

I had a dream tonight, a fragment of which I could remember. In it my daughtar was in a hospital bed with the heart monitor slowly beeping. I was the only one by her side, with no family members or doctors around. I kept on looking down at her calm and peaceful face. I knew that she wasn't going to make it. She only had minutes, if not seconds to go. Knowing this pained me at the core. I didn't want her to go. She was a big part of my life. From this moment on everything was going to be different. I leaned in and kissed her on the lips. She didn't react. Seconds later, I heard the flat line of the heart monitor. It was over. All over.

Dukee. Dude. Bro. Dudebro. I don't know if what you are doing is right or wrong, but I am almost jealous. Buuuut at the same time I feel very bad for you. The moment it all falls apart, you'll know what I'm talking about. Knowing you, life won't be very fun for some time. But do what you will. You are young, and have your whole life in front of you, to do whatever you want with. Have fun! (as you are doing right now) so I guess LIFE. YOU'RE DOING IT RIGHT.

I am thinking of returning to my personal only journal entries. I don't know how much people will like that format returning, and what they will think of the lack of the funnies (and the hotties), but I guess I will only post the gems of the week. Its becoming somewhat of a burden, with me spending at least an hour each time I post, not including the time it takes for me to find the pics. In other news, I physically won't be able to post the picture entries, and I'll be lucky if I will be able to post the personal entries while in Ukraine. I might have to accumulate 4 blogs worth of content, and release them all throughout the first week of February. Anyway, I'm rambling on, when I should be going to sleep. A crazy week ahead of me. Work every day, for 10 - 12 hours a day. People want their rib roasts! Good night blog. I truly missed writing in you. 

           Things that amused me around the webs!

                                           Forever alone




Random funny stuffs!






We got a badass over here



Not enough motivation in your life?



Random randfm rangudorum












Plain on weirdness! 






The world is a beautiful place



Smiles are beautiful too =)




It's Christmas time!








Half Life 3? PLEASE LET IT BE HALF LIFE 3!






Wooooooow the iPhone sure has come looong ways in its design since launch!

Vidaya

Hilaaaariously disturbing!



Terrible shaky footage of an unforgettable event!
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